There is so long time that I want to do many things. This many refers to plenty of thoughts and actions. I've done some of them somehow but I don't feel good enough about them. Thinking about the details, I figure out that some external causes affect on my results which are not in my control. Briefly I think that my programs were not precise and they needed more concentration.I think that I'm the person who lives in the present. But I can't deny that some thoughts from past still have stick in my mind.
About my feelings I know that the society conditions is not fair enough to me. I don't have any real communication with others! I don't have, not I have the least. And this loneliness have made me tired.
