Sunday, May 9, 2010

I've everything I need

During the 4 past month many events happened to me. Some bad and some good, I'm going to make up my decidion soon. All happended has affected on my thought. I've started t owrite down whatever I've done and earned during the last 1 0 year on MS Exce file. The thing that matters most to me is the influence of evetns that indircectly lead me to think about anything that was not significant to me.
Now, today is saunday, 9 May 2010, 12:35 pm! I'm sitting at the coffee shop near the 7-Tir Sq. I did not go to work today because I need some time to be alone in morning. I'm really tired of what were going on work. The things was not fine at all and I was very disappointed about everything there. Last week I talked about my problems at work then I'm optimst things changed in a good way for all staff.
The most important thing that is in my mind meanwhile is my goals in future 5 year. I've extract everything i want and assign them some wights so that I can choose better. The English language, immigration to Australia to work there, learning swimming skills and be master at chess game, avoid being in bad mood that I, myself cause them, be severe about my goals and face to whatever that want to affect them, learning some skills and get the certificate of them specially for these ones: CIW, ICDL, IELTS, Linux LPIC 1. These are enought subjects to whoever want to be succefful and it's me that will play the role of HAMED in my life.
And at the end I feel tremendously alone myself! I've told this to mom and dad and during past 1 year I've talked to about 12 girls, whom my family had managed the meeting, about marriage. The differences between thought and goals, cultueres and many other factors didn't satisfy me to do it in action.
So I'm optimist to future because I've everything I need!

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